A little update

Emerson has been wild this past week. Into everything and she basically thinks she is three.

She keeps trying to walk down the incline of our small yard but she doesn't quite have that kind of balance yet. So she just gently bounces on her head and gets back up. Over and over and over. At least she is persistent!

This girl loves to be outside.

She also loves dog toys. Emerson is obsessed with Mia's tennis ball and thrower. You can see how thrilled she was to have it in her possession.

Apparently found a plastic bag along the way too. So if your toddler is bored look at petsmart for the hottest toy.

"Should I pick it up or leave it?"

This past weekend we went to three parties! We were super busy. But, celebrating is never a bad thing. Although I'm on cake overload. First we had a friend's 30th birthday where I had a moment of bad judgement and gave Emerson a taste of chocolate. To say she liked it is an understatement. She basically went into convulsions when I wouldn't give her more. Not like I gave her much to begin with. Think pin size. Seriously, she is truly Mark's baby. Ha! Next up we went to my Grandma's 81st birthday party. Emerson was sassy and picky. She wanted everything off the food table but only to throw it in the floor! There was a kitten there so it made up for her irritation with my food selections. Apparently celery isn't her favorite. Last we went to my niece Avery's 1st birthday party. Emerson had a blast since it was at her favorite park. Although I think she thought it was her birthday since she tried to take all the presents. She even gave Avery a sweet kiss! Or kisses. She didn't want to stop giving the love! This is toddler language for Happy Birthday. Tomorrow is Emerson will be 15 months old. Friday we have her check-up. I sure hope our Dr. is ready for my monstrous list of questions. "Why doesn't my baby sleep?" "Why won't she eat any food but eat her books?" "Is it normal for her to bite me and laugh?" Oh the fun. Any guesses on her stats. She was 16lbs even 2 months ago. I have not a clue. :)

The importance of reading

In our house we think reading is very important. From an early age I have tried to spark an interest of books in Emerson. Seriously, I use to read to her when she was a month old. Now that she is a mature 14 month old she is reading often on her own.

Studying, and taking in all the knowledge that is available to her.

Really digesting the meaning of the words.

I'm so proud of her for her eageriness to learn.

Sometimes it's nice to just curl up with a good book.

And take it all in.

"I thought we weren't suppose to chew things?!??"

I will try not to make all my pictures seventies style. Although it's so tempting. Here is one a la natural.

Wordless Wednesday

Baby's best friend

We had a fun weekend. We took Emerson swimming not once but twice! It was our first weekend at the neighborhood pool and thought it would be way to cold for but she didn't seem to mind in the least. She had fun splashing around. I guess our "swim classes" paid off. Saturday we went to a family festival put on by Mark's work. There were pony rides and I thought Emerson would love it but she was actually completely terrified by them. Then I tried to take her through the blow up playhouse and she wasn't a fan of that either. While we were eating lunch she kept saying, "Ball, ball." I turned to the table beside us and saw the kids had a beach ball. From then on we were on a mission to win E. a ball. She was ecstatic and we even took it to the pool. I'm a little light on pictures this week so here are a couple videos from yesterday.

Sometimes Mia can be playful with Emerson and it's hilarious to watch. Even funnier is she will run around then randomly go upstairs with no warning. Emerson was not a fan of her early departure.

One of those days

I just had one of those days yesterday. The kind where you sorta feel off. First we headed out to Target to get mason jars for some homemade jam. Turns out they were sold out and instead I came home with a massive box of honey nut cheerios, smores goldfish, and a yellow sundress for Emerson. I think she has had too many trips to Target because as we were shopping she kept trying to grab things off the sales rack. Then when I walked away she held her hands out saying, "No, no." This time I made sure I had a cart with a seatbelt after our escape attempt at the last trip. But, alas Emerson is a tiny gal and as I was pushing she stood up and faced forward with her hands raised in the air clapping. Perhaps we should take a shopping safety 101 class. The whole time we were there she kept waving and saying Dada. Apparently it looks like a place where he would be. She doesn't do it anywhere else. Ha! I ended up leaving with nothing I needed and still having to stop for jars. Finally I had to stop at Earthfare for the third time in two days to get the jars I wanted to avoid getting in the first place since I thought they would be elsewhere cheaper. I have a feeling they clerks there think I'm crazy.

We came home and got ready for our Produce Box deliveries. It was nap time and Emerson was not really in the mood to wait around. So nothing else was going to distract her except a trip outside. She literally ran away from me trying to eat every rock and trash in sight.

Finally we got our boxes and I found Emerson opening one and eating lettuce out of it. Unwashed, straight from the farm lettuce. Awesome. After a long afternoon we got back around 4pm. I went to get my hair cut which I was pretty excited about. Apparently everyone thinks I'm 18 because the stylist started talking about how she hated kids and kept asking me about UNC. Ha! I was too tired to correct her and say, "Hey lady, I'm almost 27 and I'm a proud Mama!" Wow, I've had some weird hair stylist interactions this week. I left the salon and my phone completely went black and froze so I couldn't use it. Bizarre! So anyways I'm just out of whack this week. Emerson had another bad night of sleep. I'm so confused since sometimes she will sleep 7 hours at a time then sometimes, like last night, will flip out of if I lay her down. Of course the one night I decide to make strawberry jam she is restless as can be. So picture me holding a baby in one hand, while trying to boil jars with my other hand. This maybe why my left elbow hurts so bad. Haha. Ok I'm done venting. I'm going to try to get out of my pj's now.

Mother's Day

We enjoyed a wonderful Mother's Day together. Mark made me a yummy breakfast then we had brunch at the country club where I stuffed my face with tons of food. Don't worry the brunch was at 1pm so I didn't double up too much. Emerson enjoyed walking all over the place and wore herself out if you can't tell by this picture. By the way Emerson is wearing my dress from when I was little and I thought she looked oh so sweet.

This is our photo from last Mother's Day where she is also wearing my baby outfit! I love this picture so much that Mark and Emerson got me an iphone cover with this picture on it. I was so surprised because I had never seen anything like it. Now I can look back everyday to how tiny my Little E. was on my first Mother's Day. Such a wonderful memory!

Here is part of the brunch crowd. The MIL, Grand-MIL, myself, and tired E.

Our new family picture.

I've pretty given up that we will ever have a picture of all three of us looking at the same time. Well maybe for a few years at least.

Father and daughter enjoying the outdoors. Check out Emerson's new shoes!

This year I'm even more grateful for the gift of motherhood. I've been beyond blessed to be able to take care of Emerson everyday, to see her milestones, and to be called Mama. I love her so much and I'm grateful for this wonderful time with her. It's only been 14 months and I can't imagine my life without her. Happy Mother's Day to everyone!

A walk in the park

Friday I took Emerson to the park. We needed some time outside to have some fun.

Little did I know she thought it was the perfect time to start full on walking!

On pavement none the less.

She would fall after about 10 steps but, got right back up to try again.

I could not believe how persistent she was. The same little girl who just yesterday would cry if I asked her to walk was acting like she had been doing it all along.

I was so proud of her and she was so excited on her new development.

I guess it finally clicked!

We have a few scraps from the falls but all in all she did well.

Since we were so excited I took her on a Mother/Daughter shoe shopping trip and we got new walking shoes!

Wow, now she is really a toddler!

Just another manic....everyday

It's been a little "manic" around here lately. To say Emerson has had a rough couple of days would be an understatement. The arrival of first year molars, and perhaps a little bug has been all too much for this little girl to handle.

A fever on Sunday followed by several nights of poor sleeping has left us tired and cranky.

Of course this results in Mommy guilt and feelings of failure. It got me thinking with the coming up of Mother's Day how many women have gone through this. Sleepless nights aren't anything new or specific to just our household. Even though sometimes it can feel like that.

So even though it's been rough I try to focus on that it's not just me, and "this too shall pass." Today I will get rid of my poor me feelings and be thankful for this beautiful baby.

The sweet baby that even kisses her baby.

That scrunches up her nose when she is thrilled.

That gives me sweet looks while turning her head.

The little one who burst in sweet laughter and makes my day.

14 months

Here are some pictures from our 14 month shoot. This red romper was mine as a little girl.

This boho chic (dress or top??) of course was not mine but a wonderful consignment find.

I found that getting eye contact while there are flowers, grass, and birds is near impossible.

But, she was all about telling me about what she saw.

And eating the local vegetation

Concealing her happiness

Proof that she is an emerging toddler

Complete meltdown because she couldn't have my camera. Looks traumatic doesn't it???